Fatlip featuring Redwood - It's a Blur Lyrics

Verse 1
Standin' idol
Don't wanna mess it up
But I know I gotta move
I gotta step it up
In a meeting calls
Barely checking up
I want more I just been having trouble 'fessin up
I write you letters of love
But do I send them, no
Crossin' X's and O's like Tic tac toes
I need to wake up
Gotta sip that joe
But my chips stack don't wanna risk that
You're the only passenger
On my train of thought
And I'd rather have a little bit than none at all
Feel like it's too late
And I'm too involved
Ths other side looks bright
But I'm afraid to cross over
What if it don't work
Then all is lost
Might be on the brink of a mistake then what's the cause
Really got me thinking I might have to take a shot
No good at moving on, I still be hanging on

Chorus
It's a blur now
It's a blur
All these feelings I never said a word
It's a blur now
It's a blur
Best of friends but it's getting absurd
It's a blur now
It's a blur
Wanna tell you but holding back the urge
It's a blur and I don't wanna shake the earth
And make it worse
But girl all the stakes are worth it.

Verse 2
Aye,
We've been friends for a while now
I swear you stay on my mind
Really no reason around
I fill a penny for my thoughts
Cause you know you a dime
But I don't know if I could share
Cause it feel like a crime
Or like it ain't the right time
I don't wanna miss the boat
Through these money water
I can see our future son
And our future daughter
Love sick can't be fixed by the finest doctor
Story of my life needs an altar
Said it go
If I must
Just a mole
Bottled up
Let it go
All at once
Never know
Till you jump so I'll jump
But I still need a minute
Cause while I see my target
I can see me missing
Don't know we flattened it out
It's overstepping the bound
If I'm regretting it now
Then I can't be messing around
If I seem a little bit obvious
What I'm obsessing about
Cause I know it'd be even worse
To find I'm letting you down.

[Thanks to ayush77luther for adding these lyrics]

[Thanks to handsburyallyson for correcting these lyrics]