Spinning - Faded Dream Lyrics

So tell me what you'd find
If you looked inside my mind
Wishful thinking, but second guessing all the time
Never been too numb to cry
But these days I have to try
To feel anything at all inside my life
Are you sick of me yet?
Stumbled out the front door, wish I could have said more
But I can't change anything about how you're far away
And how we're both struggling
It gets hard I'm told, but it all gets old
When I'm sick of everything
And I don't know me
Anymore
Guess I'm sick of going out the back door
And wearing thin for nothing more
Than a faded dream I don't want anymore
And I know it's sad to be so sad
But I'm doing my best with what I have
Sometimes I'm not enough, so I have to ask
Are you sick of me yet?
Stumbled out the front door, wish I could have said more
But I can't change anything about how you're far away
And how we're both struggling
It gets hard I'm told, but it all gets old
When I'm sick of everything
And I don't know me
Why don't I know me?
And why don't I want this anymore?