Sometimes I wonder if I even deserve to breathe
Because all I've ever done is hurt the ones who believed
I gave you nothing but words that cut you deep
And now I'm left with silence, drowning in what I keep
You told me I was special, I didn't see it then
I left you with nothing, no answers, no end
You saw something in me I couldn't see myself
And now I'm standing here, fighting with my own hell
You told me I was special, I didn't see it then
I left you with nothing, no answers, no end
You saw something in me I couldn't see myself
And now I'm standing here, fighting with my own hell
Every time I say I'm sorry, it feels too late
The pain I caused, now it's just my fate
You walked away, and I couldn't blame you
And I keep on living like I'm breaking through
You told me I was special, I didn't see it then
I left you with nothing, no answers, no end
You saw something in me I couldn't see myself
And now I'm standing here, fighting with my own hell
You told me I was special, I didn't see it then
I left you with nothing, no answers, no end
You saw something in me I couldn't see myself
And now I'm standing here, fighting with my own hell
I don't know how to fix this, I don't know where to go
You were my light, but I let you fall in the cold
And now I'm lost in the echoes, in the spaces we left behind
Trying to fight my demons, but the hardest part is my mind