Stefano - The Kid Lyrics

Every mistake every word I wish I could erase
I never meant for things to get this way
But the truth is I'm broken and I'm still learning how to heal
This is for you even if you'll never hear it

I know you're sorry too but we're so far apart
You had a love I never knew while I grew up without a spark
I tried to change but you know it's been so hard
Please forgive me for the hurt I'm just a kid still scarred

I've said so many things I wish I could take back
But every word cuts deeper and I can't fix the past
I never meant to hurt you but it's all I seem to do
I hate myself for every tear I made you shed it's true

I have so many thoughts that make me want to do some bad things
I hear and see so many names but I only think about yours

If I could go back I'd hold my tongue
But now the damage is done and it's all I've become
You deserved so much more and I couldn't give you that
I'm sorry but I'm broken and I can't fix what I've had

There's no excuse for the things that I said
And I can't stop thinking about the words I regret

I have so many thoughts that make me want to do some bad things
I hear and see so many names but I only think about yours

It's just me now alone with my thoughts
It's just me now I don't know what I lost

I wish I could take your pain make it mine
But I'm left with only shadows and this endless line
I'll carry this regret the weight I can't escape
And love you from a distance as I learn from my mistakes