So Much for Nothing, Yet Video (MV)

I didn`t know it would be so hard reaching` out for the core of my soul
I didn`t know it would take me so far into nowhere and nights of cold
I didn`t know the years went so fast now I`m standing in the middle of my life
The troubles of the past seem to follow me in my struggle to be free

So much for nothing, yet in the middle of nowhere and I can`t forget
Wish for the future long for the past Oh god how long will it last
So much for nothing, yet I`m caught in a crossfire and I can`t get back
Bound to go forward but I can`t find the way
So much for nothing yet til this day

I don`t know where my journey will end maybe there isn`t any goal
Maybe this struggle leads to all there is the becoming of a soul?

So much for nothing, yet in the middle of nowhere and I can`t forget
Wish for the future long for the past Oh god how long will it last
So much for nothing, yet I`m caught in a crossfire and I can`t get back
Bound to go forward but I can`t find the way
So much for nothing yet til this day