Through words I can't describe
I feel so lost in my own mind
And I know that she lies
But sometimes I feel like I should just die
And I can't cry at all
Knowing that she feels safe inside this home
Words
Hurt
Scars
Turn me
So dark
And I
Die
So slow
Can't breath
Inside
It's these words I can't describe
Trapped inside my mind
Feel so lost sometimes
Every time I cry
Why am I alive
Why am I alone
Pain inside these songs
Feels so wrong
Letting you know
What's wrong with me
Through rhythmic pattern
And a fast beat
Hearts beating slow
Cut repeat
But it's your words
That I feel the most
And I'm hurt
Can't speak
What you've done
To me
Blood spilled
For you
You don't even care
Why am I still here
I want love
But I still fear
The pain that I gave
From a blade curse my name
Mark my soul
And I'm still alone
Thinking of you
And everything you've done to me
But you won't get to me
Yea
And I won't start it again
Trapped inside my head
Scared up on my left
Paint my body red
I can't hear your words
I can't see your face
Only hear the birds
In a room where I'm alone
And the birds sing a sad song
About a broken man with a broken heart
Can't break yours
Because you never had one
But that's just you
And I dealt with it
Fell with it
Fell hard
Face first into your arms
And you made me feel good again
Then broke me down farther now
To a point where the pain is my only friend
Please make it end
Now I'm not a man
Just a broken child
With a broken smile