Timothy Scott - Pain Lyrics

I'm not, I'm not going back to dat Tim
It's Timmy, na
Like I know, I know I've been kind of loud
Na, nah
Really, Really Tim I wanna talk, really
And I ain't listening
Living life fast, playing slo-mo
Searching for answers but dey never show
She shot me for real just like tha Crow
Life is a movie, an interesting show
I'm tha antagonist playing my role
Filled up wit anger, I'm bout to explode
Damn, she sold me out and sold her soul
Ouu, my love is on froze
She said dat I'm using her, I think dat she's using me
I'm mentally abusing her, she's physically abusing me
Tha moment she lied to me, dat's when she died to me
Attacked by anxiety, bitch, don't cry to me, f*ck
It's under my skin, stranger within, dem demons inside
Looked in her eyes, to my surprise, devil in disguise
Livin to die, my life is a lie, so hard I try
She caught a body, premeditated, it's a homicide
She thought about, she meditated, murder in tha night
When tha truth get told, get what you want, or you can get old, yeah
I do what they don't, heart full of gold
Coldest story ever told
I don't know what she wants maybe my soul's stuck in a black hole
She killing me softly, killing them hardly, watching Tim die slowly
I, I, I, I can't feel no pain
Too much codeine in my veins
Life's stranger than fiction, I saw stranger things
My heart ended up missing, she took my love in vain
As I come down, off these drugs
I know it's gonna end tha same
Popping painkillers, just easing my pain
Popping painkillers, just easing tha pain, yeah
Too much pain, yeah
Popping painkillers, just easing my pain
When she told me she hated me, I was like, huh
She said if you huh you can hear
I thought tha objects in tha mirror was closer than dey appear
These mirrors are smoking, and my heart disappeared
Soon as tha smoke cleared
All these years and years, blood, sweat, and tears
A broken heart is my biggest fear
She told me she knew and I should've took heed, but I didn't hear
Devil attracted my spouse and divided my house it's empty in here
Stuck in my thoughts and my mind is on lock, damn it's a prison in here
My life is a show and tha season finale it's bout to premiere, hey
Can somebody help me
I'm feeling like Usher
Ain't seen her in a minute
I just wanna touch her
Wish I can take back every single time I said f*ck her
Instead, I wish I really would've used dat time to f*ck her
Under tha covers, my true lover
Been around tha world, can't find another
Girls come and go, but there's no other
Color blinded by her true colors, hey
Torment and agony, I have been punished
I saw you with him and it made me jealous
Stuck in a moment, now let it all relish
Pain in my body is taking advantage
Another muddy cup, I almost perish
Heart on my sleeve, dat's how I wear it
Don't put my sleeve it's easy to tear it, aye
My pain is at ease, I don't feel shit
I, I, I, I can't feel no pain
Too much codeine in my veins
Life's stranger than fiction, I saw stranger things
My heart ended up missing, she took my love in vain
As I come down, off these drugs
I know it's gonna end tha same
Popping painkillers, just easing my pain
Popping painkillers, just easing tha pain, yeah