buzzkill (feat. SIV) Video (MV)

Sleeping on the plane
Living on the road
Got no time to waste
Sorry gotta go
Lights on the stage
I'll be on my way
Life is what u make
But I've made some mistakes
Things that I prayed for
Might not come alive
Counting all the grays
Numbers never lie
Only heaven knows
And it's all my fault
Sold my innocence
You don't even know
Oh oh......
Can't close these eyelids......hmmm
There's souls I'm tied with ....hmmm
These waves get violent.....hmmm
These waves get...flooded
Ok I'm sitting on the beach
Where it never rains
Haunted by the memories
That I can't escape
So I drink up to the point that it numb the pain
No matter what I do, they Never go away
Spent too many days trying to be a rockstar
I would trade it all in heartbeat
I've been all alone
Please don't envy me
This ain't what I want
Who sold me these dreams
Ok I move in different speeds
So don't get too close
She said keep that energy
When I call your phone
I've been all alone
Please don't envy me
This ain't what I want
Who sold me these dreams
Who sold me these dreams
Who sold me these dreams
Who sold me these dreams

Ok miss me
You might miss me
Move, big speed
I don't feel at ease
I feel like nobody gets me
Marathon running going the distance
Climbing my way back up now
Just to go down in history
(Facts)
What is time to something timeless
I flow Toyota purple Honda
I'm turning comas into commas
I looked at the future and said where u at
You ubered and taxi to get where u at
I've been running alone with my heart in my hand
And I'm losing this blood so there's no going back
Man don't give me a reason
Sitting in my room
Practicing for interviews
Picking interludes
This epitome of never tryna lose
Unforgettable
Through the
Rain, snow, sleet, hail
I ain't got a watch Man
My heart will stop beating
Second that I stop
Aye...I don't have a pot to piss in
Working harder with no gimmicks
See my momma told me different
Trust in God with all your visions
I'm moving the hands steady
Both hands praying...heavy
My time wasn't then but it's now
I don't think u ready

Clear Blue skies and violets
I prefer this garden
Don't be sad lil'baby
Something heavy weighing
As I face these open waters
I sank to the bottom
Take my time in the silence
Take my time but I know
But you know that I go back
(Hmm)
Back and forth in this dream
Coming up when I wanna breathe air
Air
I don't even feel safe,
Don't even want to lay
Down
These nights alone, praying nothing go wrong
(Ahh)
Cause I don't even feel rain in the storm
I know that I'm not alone
Wishing I could see a sky turn into a road
And I'm moving toward a light that I've never seen
You been with me all this time riding all along
(Ahhh)
I know that I'm not alone
Wishing I could see a sky turn into a road
And I'm moving toward a light that I've never seen
You been with me all this time in this Waterfall