Reclusing Video (MV)

If I manage to fall asleep tonight
I promise it will be the last time
That I close my eyes
I'm accepting death
So I can get it off my chest
Everything is fake
A piece of me has died
I'd try to move on
But I can only hide
I'm running from my own reflection
I don't think I want to face it
I really want to call for help
But I think I have to face myself
Shifting perspectives
Who would've guessed it
If I die before I wake
Will I dream or just decay
Everything is changing
Rearranging and erasing now
Everything is changing
Rearranging and erasing now
Everything is changing
Rearranging and erasing now
I'm moving on
I'm spacing out
I'm going where I can't be found
Everything is changing
Rearranging and erasing now
Everything is changing
Rearranging and erasing now
Everything is changing
Rearranging and erasing now
I'm moving on
I'm spacing out
I'm going where I can't be found
If I manage to fall asleep tonight
I promise it will be the last time
That I close my eyes
I'm accepting death
So I can get it off my chest
Break me down
And reduce me to particles
Just wanna recluse
Not be an Oracle
Thought I could pursue this shit just for a minute
In hopes for a taste of the freedom thats with it
But it was deceiving now here I am bleeding
I truthfully wish I could say I'll keep dreaming
But it might just be easier
If I give up or start over
Everything is fake
A piece of me has died
I'd try to move on
But I can only hide
I'm running from my own reflection
I don't think I want to face it
I really want to call for help
But I think I have to face myself