I wanna be the person I was five years ago
And when I am that person it is hard to know
Sometimes you just gotta let go
Sometimes you just wanna let go
I am thinking about crying myself to sleep
So I won't wake up to white lights and sheets, yeah
Don't mind me if you see me sobbing
It's not easy keeping my head from bobbing, I can't swim
I can't swim, I can't swim
I was an unstoppable force of nature
Until they said I was a danger
To the public and no matter what it does
I'll do anything for you
That is just part of my glass skin
I am see-through
I am not thinking, I am not feeling
I am not waking up, or giving a f*ck
And sometimes I wanna die
Does that make me bad?
Rip me away from my mom and dad
I wanna be the person I was five years ago.