Vessel Deserted - My Blood Lyrics

Loving you's a funny thing
Complicated and serene
But just like the old tree
Someday you will fall and leave
But you won't give up on me
Even after what you've seen
I wanna wake up from this dream
With you lying next to me
And I've been reaching for the sun
But it's been burning me down
And you been reaching for your gun
But you didn't even know
You forgot to put the safety on
You got your finger on the trigger and I'm itching to get shot down
Now I'm stuck in my bed with the pieces of me you never found

False hope drags you back in
Die young, lament the process

You can't stop this now

I can't seem to find the strength
To fight my own goddamn brain
I'm drowning in the poison rain
As it washes me away
I can't feel a thing
Staring at my memories
Please let me eat all of your pain

Why
Did you leave

Follow the path where the berries grow
I guess I'm supposed to be alone
How many times do I have to say it
Nothing will ever be good again
F*ck the Whole world and everyone in it
Dying slower every day

You're the poison in my blood
You're the smoke in my lungs
You never cared
You never tried
Now I'm used up
And I'm so tired
But I could never stop loving you