Victory Nap - Enter Sadman Lyrics

I'm really glad I met you
And I like you quite a lot
But I will need my space now
Just to recollect my thoughts
The anxiety has got to me
It's not your fault or mine
My brain is doing backflips
And the only fix is time on my own
I saw me drinking on the porch last night
A cigarette in hand
Searching for abyssal truths
That I'll never understand
And I reach out to my poisoned brain
To tell it things are fine
That love won't always come to you
But to give it is divine

'Cause I'm a sad man
'Cause I'm a sad man
'Cause I'm a sad man
And I don't wanna be

So I said hello give me an answer
I said hello just give me cancer
I said hello give me a way out of here
I see the signs

I want to give the world an antichrist
I want to give it blasphemy
I wanna to test the things you think you know
But I don't want to see you bleed
I don't want your f*cking money
I don't wanna play that game
I just want the gods to hear me
I want the void to scream my name

'Cause I'm a sad man
'Cause I'm a sad man
'Cause I'm a sad man
And I don't want to be
Yeah I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
So I bought myself a lizard