Why couldn't you save me
I'm yours for eternity
Why you couldn't save me
I'm yours for eternity
And man I'm stuck in my head and I wish you loved me
And I wish I had somebody like you in my life again
I swear, I ain't meet you much
I ain't had too much time with you and it's hurting me
I wish I knew you longer
I know it hurts me down in my chest
Wish I had somebody here for me and yeah I'm stressed
Because I have no real love
Maybe I need the love that I was missing, yeah love
Maybe it's sometimes me
And maybe my mistakes should really catch up
I really feel like I'm the only one that really messed up
And sometimes I feel you hate me so much
Maybe it's my fault
Maybe I need to fix it all
Heart shattered into pieces
Do you love me
Because I had nobody
Yeah, I feel like I was the only one with nobody to love me
And it hurts so bad
Maybe my mistakes come from me
And yeah my dad was never there
I understand that
It wasn't his fault
That's what he says
When I talk to him
Maybe it's my fault
Nobody love me
It's real facts
Maybe I made mistakes
They ain't want me
It's okay
And maybe I don't deserve time
It's okay
Maybe my mistakes the reason why I'm here
Okay
Still in my chest and hurt
Okay
Why couldn't you save me
I'm yours for eternity
Why you couldn't save me
I'm yours for eternity
Why couldn't you save me
I'm yours for eternity
Look
You ever had pain drinking lean everyday
You ever had pain sipping pills with the drink okay
Cause it's mixed together
Maybe I feel like my chest need to die out
Maybe I feel like I'm the only one who can't cry out
So I took the drugs man so I can die out
It didn't work and I'm still here
I tried to OD
Remember those times I would tell my mom I wanted to do me
I wish I was gone
That's what I used to tell her
But now I regret it for real
I wish I had some real love for real
Never had support and I hate it I don't get it for real
Is it my fault
Is it me because nobody love me
True it's always my fault
That's how I really feel
Nobody wanted to love me
That's how it really feel
And sometimes I need to be alone because I'm in my head still
It drive me crazy all these thoughts still
I wish I wasn't born and I'm here still
I'm ready to go when I wanna check out I will
Take myself away
That's how I been feeling for a while okay
Maybe there's real love there
Then I feel okay
For real
It ain't my fault okay
Why couldn't you save me
I'm yours for eternity
Why you couldn't save me
I'm yours for eternity
Why couldn't you save me
Why couldn't you save me