Reach inside to where your gut is
To find what has been spoken
Do you wanna bruise your knuckels
When you're already broken
Sometimes every day seems to be the same
Perhaps I am addicted to the pain
There is something inside me that I can't let go
This empowering urge in the undertone
While I'm smiling and laughing in happiness
You're smashing your fists
Against my chest
Why am I collapsing
Under the pressure I've brought upon me
Is it ever elapsing
Despite of no understanding
Breaking down these walls I build
To build them up even stronger
Looking upon the blood I spilled
To focus a little bit longer
I am so addicted
I am collapsing
Under the pressure I've brought upon me
It is never elapsing
Despite of no understanding
Now I'm captured in a circle
Fighting and dying in vain I suppose
Burning away in despite of a purpose
Falling for this recurring overdose
Overdose