Virgil - What's the Difference Lyrics

What's the difference
What's the difference
I see you looking at me but you looking at me different yeah
What's the difference
In the distance
I thought my mind was right, but guess I'm just another victim yeah

I can see the way my face has changed
My eyes are shrouded in the shadows of a louder pain
I feel the differences existing in a clouded brain
I try to smile through the clouds of rain mmhmm
So what's the difference
Looking back on all the days of my existence
I had everything I needed to succeed and be prolific
So why this sudden spell of such disinterest

What's the difference
What's the difference
I see you looking at me but you looking at me different yeah
What's the difference
In the distance
I thought my mind was right, but guess I'm just another victim yeah

Runaway, all the voices crying runaway
It's funny babe, I explained I would be here to stay
On sunny days, in the shade sippin' lemonade
While burning blades masquerade in the summer haze
Those summer days thought we were so indestructible
You Made me comfortable, discovered love, untouchable
But Love is cuspable, and me being dysfunctional, and you being
So practical, to you its all irrational
I don't expect that you would apprehend
The inner-workings of a broken man
The inner yearnings more ferocious than
The stabs of guilt that intervene when I hold your hand
Yeah Yeah

So where do we go from here
What are we doing
Why does the fear go on
What are we losing
I can't hear you in the future of my melodies
Let's just blame it on the complexity

So Whats the difference
What's the difference