War Wolfe X - Crestfallen Lyrics

My heart is empty all the blood has drained out
Sometimes I wonder what the hell it's all about
Sometimes the blades cutting my soul do damage
Sometimes I wonder how you feel is that the standard
I'm alone so deep there's not a single beam of light
I can reach I hate it but that's really what it's like
Pain has fast become my best friend along with tears
Death may be a certainty but grief it last for years
Or forever and ever the shadows start to take over my mind
I do not know
If there's a way forward navigating through the looming darkness
I'm just left with a void
In my heart and it hurts yes it hurts so bad
I'm angry far from indifferent
All I've done is care too much
Why can't I just flip the switch off forever in this instance
The shadows take hold listen
To what I'm saying maybe you will get a mention
All I do is get punished for a heart that beats too much
And now it's dead so I'm left with this tension
Nerve endings that just pulse making it so hard to cope and all I wanna do is just sleep
Peacefully but all I see the faces of the dead and the living that's all I see
Wanna Reach out and touch again
But I'm just left here alone a ship adrift with no anchor
So the slightest gust of wind will blow me off course not who I am it's not my nature
I don't know who I am anymore
Really
I cannot go back and you will never seem to feel me
Until I can feel myself again but I'm just bleeding
From a wound I think it's time to forget me
But I can't forget
It's hard to forget
But I can't forget
It's hard to forget
But I can't forget
It's hard to forget
But I can't forget
It's hard to forget
Yo my heart is empty all the blood has drained out
Sometimes I wonder what the hell it's all about
Sometimes the blades cutting my soul do damage
Sometimes I wonder how you feel is that the standard
I'm alone so deep there's not a single beam of light
I can reach I hate it but that's really what it's like
Pain has fast become my best friend along with tears
Death may be a certainty but grief it last for years
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
I'm in agony and when will it end agony
I'm just crying and will the tears end violently
I'm just trying but when is it enough Burden me
I'm just dying a piece of me is gone suddenly
I've been robbed of the peace that I crave all my years
I've been robbed of the only truth I know is fear
That I'll never be same in fact that's all but guaranteed
Will anyone love the new me that's hard to see
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
Crestfallen
I'm just falling