Afraid Video (MV)

We've all been afraid to fall in love
We've all been there
In that conscious place of not knowing

Afraid to ever love
I ain't tryna get my heart broke
Afraid to ever hear
The true feelings that my heart spoke
Afraid to catch feelings
Got me at night woke
Afraid to show feelings
Cuz they take me as a joke
Then I end up depressed
Get the rope and try to choke
But I know I can't let go
I gotta stay up and woke
I gotta see through the smoke
Heart so heavy I could have a stroke
At 17 and I don't even smoke
Noose in my hand and I'm sitting by this oak

Gotta take the a out of it cuz I know I'll be ok
Gotta keep fighting this pain
Gotta see another day
On my back the pressure weigh
All I can do is pray
Every kiss begins with kay
I wish my kiss began with Jae
Not talking Jayla, Not what I'm tryna say
But thats not how it's pose to play
Now listen to every word I say
Look, Even if I was to pay
Green like my name dray
Even if I was as rich as Lil Tay
I still couldn't have my way
But to you and Jessiah
I pray, that sky's are never gray
That you and him could stay
Together, Together y'all may

Afraid to ever love
I ain't tryna get my heart broke
Afraid to ever hear
The true feelings that my heart spoke
Afraid to catch feelings
Got me at night woke
Afraid to show feelings
Cuz they take me as a joke
Then I end up depressed
Get the rope and try to choke
But I know I can't let go
I gotta stay up and woke
I gotta see through the smoke
Heart so heavy I could have a stroke
At 17 and I don't even smoke
Noose in my hand and I'm sitting by this oak