I'm better than this
Assuming the worst
Why is it when I kiss her
It feels like a curse?
Eating me slowly
Why am I thinkin' this way?
When we chose not to stay
Every second is hell
Yeah, I thought I moved on
When I said it's okay
How should I feel
When you turn up and tear me to pieces
Nothing I do
Can mend things and keep things okay
When you end up
Hurtin' me
Cursin' me
Lyin' and cryin'
And I feel like dyin's
The best way to leave
This hell that you made
Can't press restart now
Some things just end up this way
Thought you thought I'm special
Thought we had it all
But in reality I was alone in the fall
Never believed them
That this was all wrong
But I knew deep down I'm just scared
Still I played along
Why am I thinkin' this way
When we chose not to stay
Every second is hell
Yeah I thought I moved on
When I said it's okay
I can't muster up the courage to stand
So why do I feel I can run when I'm holding your hand
Stop denying me killing me slowly
Down on my knees still waiting for an answer
How should I feel
When you turn up and tear me to pieces
Nothing I do
Can mend things and keep things okay
When you end up
Hurtin' me
Cursin' me
Lyin' and cryin'
And I feel like dyin's
Is the best way to leave
This hell that you made
Can't press restart now
Some things are better this way