I've always wondered
Why I love you and I hate you
Can cut through you like butter
The wrong sound can make u shutter
Why u stay attached the clutter
Run from every problem like your road runner
Enjoying every breeze like its summer
Feelings gone because you didnt know
Your mother
I keep wondering why you always give me pain
I keep wondering why you say your change
But things always stay the same
I wonder why every problem is
Mine to take the blame
Why you put do much weight on me
Soon I'll be walking with a cane
Why this bitch keep crossing lanes
I bought u Gucci Versace
Shit I even gave u brain
I guess I was wrong to trust a bitch
That shit an f*ck with your mental
I told you if you cheat on me
Gun to the mouth to ruin your dental
1911 will be your new dentist
Dont play with the mind of a menace
I always wondered why we cant think the same
I always wondered why you hated my name
I always wondered why you were selfish and only cared I'd you came
Coke lines to the nose
To numb the pain
Drink all night cuz this
The feeling we craved
Bank accounts being drained
Popping ex so the come
Down wouldnt be lame
The life started to become a shame
Just simple fixes
To never ending problems
Only real commitment can solve them
2 people gotta work to dissolve them
I wanted to be with you
But you make my problems quantam
I'm not batman I wont save Gotham
I have no problem leaving you at the bottom
I have no problem starting my own brothel
I had no problems drowning my sorrows through a bottle
How can one chick make me go full throttle
Shes says my words are awfule
She dont want to hear the truths
I keep wondering why we stuck in a loop
I keep wondering why you make jump through hoops
I keep wondering why I stick with you lies
Their not even smooth
I keep wondering why
I keep letting
You push my feelings
Through the roof
The only pain I want next year
Is from the pen on my skin
From multip tattoes
I'm done
This is the final round
We through
No more wondering
I'm on to something new