YP Tyler - A Lot To Prove Lyrics

I know my dreams is all i have
Remember light turned to darkness
Granny i miss u in my grasp
Im seeing cardinals flying
Hoping that u can see me laugh
This shit done turn my heart so cold
You cant change what's in the past
Uh
Feeling make me wanna crash the whip
My head racing won"t ever sit
You was the one hitting me up on a daily
I feel inadequate
Tryna fix me up what i got to lose
Always on my mind i got a lot to prove
Gotta keep it up ' almost there
Know my time coming
Father got 4 to 12 then his momma gone
Know his time coming
So many L's then i'm back to business
I know i'm running
Tryna pray lord for forgiveness
But keep taking shit from me
Broken family only trust some them
I don't want handouts i'm straight
My parents talk a lot about consistency
I know thats all that it takes
Hate when my heart turns cold
The demons out of the gate
Hate when my hearts turns cold
Uh
Up and down for years
Went from homeless to a brand new scene
Coulda been in college playin ball
They went and took my dream
My pops studio was the only thing
To let off steam
Shit went and took that shit too
But shit it "ain't what it seems"
I been going miles but my heart really ain't in it
Every time i get close i feel like they push the distance
If u don't hit the gap on time u gonna miss it
I know you can't hit my line i miss your spirit
I know my dreams is all i have
Remember light turned to darkness
Granny i miss u in my grasp
Im seeing cardinals flying
Hoping that u can see me laugh
This shit done turn my heart so cold
You can't change what's in the past
Uh
Feeling make me wanna crash the whip
My head racing wont ever sit
You was the one hitting me up on a daily
I feel inadequate
Tryna fix me up what i got to lose
Always on my mind i got a lot to prove