[ Featuring siem spark ]
I have pills
Some problem solvers
They take problems away
When I'm over stimulated
Try to silence my brain
I have friends that ain't my friends
And they all calling me fake
I don't mean to do this shit on purpose
I'm just stuck in my ways
I have pills
Some problem solvers
They might end up costing me
Please don't tell em' what's inside my pocket
I need honesty
Honestly, I'm off three
You shouldn't bother me
You shouldn't follow me home
I'm in my own hell alone
And what do I call home?
A place where I take pills and then I battle all alone
These demons in my head they try to call me on my phone
I got God on my shoulder and he tell me nothing wrong
But there's wrong in my mind
I think that Imma die
And every time there's something going right
I always lie
To myself
To the man in the mirror
He's a mess
He's a f*ckup
Out of luck
Stuck up
I don't know
I don't know what's wrong with me
And now you heard the story bout' me
Do you wanna stay by my side or leave?
I don't blame you, I can't save you
I can't save myself
I have pills
Some problem solvers
They take problems away
When I'm over stimulated
Try to silence my brain
I have friends that ain't my friends
And they all calling me fake
I don't mean to do this shit on purpose
I'm just stuck in my ways
I have pills
Some problem solvers
They might end up costing me
Please don't tell em' what's inside my pocket
I need honesty
Honestly, I'm off three
You shouldn't bother me
You shouldn't follow me home
I'm in my own hell alone
