Nothing I do has a meaning
Nothing I do is ever the same
And I don't know how i got here
And I don't know how to get out
I just know that I'm stuck here
Without a way out
And I'm needing you now
To help me escape this constant nightmare
This endless energy of miss believing
The constant feeling that I'm not worth anything
I'm trying to understand what you are feeling
I'm trying to make a change so I can better myself
So I can change myself
So I can escape this blissful hell
This blissful hell
Has me trapped inside my own mind thinking of ways that I can kill myself
I'm needing help
I'm screaming for it
Nothing I do has a meaning
Nothing I do is ever the same
I stay hating myself
Wishing for a chance to prove myself
To prove that I'm not so damn worthless
Prove that I'm not who they think I am I give a damn
Wanna shine like a star in the night sky
Wanna be able to think of things and not cry
Wish I could go outside and not want to die
I wanna make my momma proud before I die