YungMischief - Time 2 Myself Lyrics

I'm using my time to stay 2 myself
Tryna' heal from the pain that I dealt
Quick to compare me to anyone else
Like what do they know bout' the pain that I felt?
No clue what it's like in a hell
Heart locked up then put on a shelf
I know that I need me some help
Gra

I'm using my time to stay 2 myself
Tryna' heal from the pain that I dealt
Quick to compare me to anyone else
Like what do they know bout' the pain that I felt?
No clue what it's like in a hell
Heart locked up then put on a shelf
I know that I need me some help
Can't trust in nobody but me and myself
Wish I could have love for myself
I look in the past and try not to dwell
In the past when I didn't need help
A part of me died if you couldn't tell
I be beggin' to God for some help
Left me abandoned when I was in hell
When all that I wanted was simply to better myself

I'm putting my pain in my song
I talk to the mic when I'm feelin' alone
I just gotta get in my zone
I'm still a king I don't need a throne
Tears falling all on my phone
Wipe them tears I gotta keep going
Stay strong just like stone
I won't break like sticks and bones

Gra, Gra, Gra

When the f*ck is this pain gon' fade?
So many battles I had to face
Me and you, we isn't the same
You couldn't live in my shoes for a day
I just hope someone listen whenever I say

Gra

MR.DEMONTHATCAMEOUTTHEDEN!!
I got my brother the f*ck is a friend?
Take a bullet for me like I would do for them
I'm meaning that sh*t with my chest can't pretend
Got my back when I'm trying to mend
Even whenever I'm all in my head
Typa' brothers who stay til the end
Shoutout my brothers I love'em to death

If I up it then Jah up it to
G19 with a beam let it boom
Whenever I step in the room
Just know for a fact I'm bringin'em doom

I'm using my time to stay 2 myself
Tryna' heal from the pain that I dealt
Quick to compare me to anyone else
Like what do they know bout' the pain that I felt?
No clue what it's like in a hell
Heart locked up then put on a shelf
I know that I need me some help
Can't trust in nobody but me and myself
Wish I could have love for myself
I look in the past and try not to dwell
In the past when I didn't need help
A part of me died if you couldn't tell

Like Damn

I'm using my time to stay 2 myself
Tryna' heal from the pain that I dealt
Quick to compare me to anyone else
Like what do they know bout' the pain that I felt?
No clue what it's like in a hell
Heart locked up then put on a shelf
I know that I need me some help
Can't trust in nobody but me and myself
Wish I could have love for myself
I look in the past and try not to dwell
In the past when I didn't need help
A part of me died if you couldn't tell
Like what do they know bout' the pain that I felt?