0120 - Going..Going..Going... Lyrics

My my, why my my mind going going crazy?
My my, why my my mind going going crazy?

My my, why my my mind going going crazy?
Some days I'm great
Some days I seem so lazy
Some days I'm amazing... and...
Some days I just feel like I can't make no sense of my existence
I feel I lack ambition
And it's so bad cuz I'm so good at everything that I attempt
But I'm not exempt from this learned helplessness
And I don't wanna play the blame game but I think that it's a shame shame
How I grew up
And I think it's really unfair that it's my job to fix they screw up
Thank God I glew up
I mean, glowing up, trying at least
I would give a lot for you to take accountability
Admit that you ruined me, mentally

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Sometimes I think that I'm schizo
Pretty sure I wouldn't know though
But my mind be going
Thoughts so atypical
Highkey feel delusional cuz I can't tell what's real and what's fake
But one thing I'm knowing...
My thoughts take a trip thru my emotions...
Or maybe my emotions take a ride on my thoughts...
Or maybe my thoughts take a trip throughout my brain...
Oh, here I go again, spiraling

Don't wanna be in the future
Sitting back, recollecting on how I gave into it
Accepted my depression and neglected my self-expression
But it's easier said than done
And then I remember I'm not the one
Who asked for this life
So either You take it back or make it right

Heard you accepting returns at half price
And if I go to hell won't be too much different from this life... right?

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