222 - Last Love Letter Lyrics

Time on my hands
All I do is think about
Do I go, do I stay, do I love you
Either way
I feel like I'ma lose
Which route do I choose
I always end up headed right back to you

Hello God, it's me again, coming with the same prayer
Looking off at the ceiling, staring with the same glare
How I love em more than I love myself, shit I'll never know
Stuck between taking the action or just letting it flow
Cause if I let it flow, how long will it take
We both have our issues, we both made mistakes
None of us are perfect, and I finally see it
So if you'd rather keep it moving, then so be it

There ain't much that I can say about it
It just means that we have different views
My heart versus my head, that's the game that keeps me confused
But through observation, there's a couple things that I can't conclude
They don't love you like I love you, I can't worry about it
But if you really kept it P, the way that you say you do
Then maybe we could work around it

It's like the more I love myself, I start to seek you less
Let me be for real, who am I trying to impress
If I had a wish like Ray J, you would just undress
Tell me all your secrets and your fears and leave nothing left
It's bittersweet, I dream about you from time to time
I had to wave the white flag, surrender to the divine
That's what keeps me holding on even though it's killing me
It's hard to move on with you still inside my energy

Time on my hands
All I do is think about
Do I go, do I stay, do I love you
Either way I feel like I'ma lose
Which route do I choose
I always end up headed right back to you

I find myself still praying for the same thing
May God show you my worth and guide you to change
But who am I to still hold on to potential
Loving you despite your lack of effort was never good for my mental
You took the easier route with a lesser option, it feels like defeat
Cause how you on my mind when you don't deserve to be
And you give away your love to those less deserving than me so easily
While I had to work for it
From blocked to unblocked I had to hurt for it
I try to erase these memories but I can't ignore them
Knowing fully well that I need to move forward
And stop waiting for me and your shadow to be on better terms
But I guess it's my attachment issues
And give you more of what you don't appreciate, it'll never fix you
I'll be real enough to say I'll never not miss you
But, end of the day
Unconditional love and access are two different things
Like gratitude and regret and I stand in between them
Silly of me, always locking that door
But, still leaving the keys in
One day this block won't be here for you to spin
It'll come down to these feelings, I'll hop out and you hop in
Every single emotion you gon' feel it times ten
Then you'll try to heal and won't even know where to begin
Cause all you gon' have is..

Time on your hands,
All you'll do is think about
Should you go, should you stay
Do you love me either way
You'll feel like you will lose
Which route will you choose