Got no one to trust, I ain't got no one to love
I don't like what I've become, I think that I've had enough
Something made me wanna kill
Can't describe the way I feel, that's why I keep popping pills
That's all that I know, I don't know where to go
Lost all hope, I'm on my own
I think that I really really lost my soul
Lately everyone been switching, I don't find it cool
Don't know where to go, I feel like I've lost control
I feel like I've lost it all, no I'm not letting up
Every time I try and get back better, I keep messing up
Doing way too much, staying solid, I don't budge
I keep looking down, I'm just trying to keep my head up
Gotta get my bread up, wish somebody said something
All these people let me down, I feel like I'm out of bounds
All these people throw it down, lately everyone been switching
Feeling so left out
I feel like I keep my distance, all these people steady switching
Gotta go get in position, you know that I am not joking
I've been going and I feel like I've been choking
Acting like I was the starter, no I was provoking
I gotta go and I'm just trying to make the most out of this moment
I'm mixing up, I'm mixing up, I'm sipping on a potion
I just gotta go, I'm trying to go and keep it going
These people act like they understand, they don't be knowing
Knowing what I go through
Talking down on me like, bitch I hardly know you
You do not know what I've been through
All these issues, don't know how to go against you
All these drugs I know I misuse
Said I switch, know you switch too
Got no one to trust, I ain't got no one to love
I don't like what I've become, I think that I've had enough
Something made me wanna kill
Can't describe the way I feel, that's why I keep popping pills
That's all that I know, I don't know where to go
Lost all hope, I'm on my own
I think that I really really lost my soul
Lately everyone been switching, I don't find it cool
Don't know where to go, I feel like I've lost control
I feel like I've lost it all, no I'm not letting up
Every time I try and get back better, I keep messing up
Doing way too much, staying solid, I don't budge
I keep looking down, I'm just trying to keep my head up
Gotta get my bread up, wish somebody said something
All these people let me down, I feel like I'm out of bounds
All these people throw it down, lately everyone been switching
Feeling so left out