315shinner - Thinkin' Straight Lyrics

Sometimes I feel music is the only escape
If you wanna know why just go look at my brain
Everytime I write sadness is all I obtain
I wanna throw it out but it's all I can make
I know they gone listen and they all gonna hate
Better know I'll never stop
'till I make it all the way to the top
Gonna feel all the pain from the drop
Came from the bottom going up won't stop
Going up won't stop
Going up won't stop
Going up won't stop
Came from the bottom going up
Won't stop

Saw the pill gonna pop
Pulled up to your door knock knock
Don't knock
Wake the demons they ain't got no reasons
All these girls be out here they teasin
Needa get dressed look decent
For the family for the families they be meeting
All these people I don't wanna greet them
For some reason I'm feeling shy
Do know why
I'm confused don't know why
Maybe that's why I get high sometimes
And I write these rhymes in the meantime
Cause I'm too shy to speak em in the real life

Now this is what everyone will ever see
Sadness and all the depression will always be f*cking me
I don't know where to hide
The demons running and chasing after me
I just wanna go for a ride
I just wanna run from the problems but I ran into a f*cking tree

I don't know if I cope but my ex is happy
All the texts I sent you and now you going at me
What did I do
I was trying to do everything perfect like a dream
Kept saying I was jealous but I always knew you were f*cking your buddy
All the thoughts I have are getting muddy

Now I'm thinking
Going behind my back every time I'm blinking
Walked by each other and y'all were winking
Rip to best
Or all of the people who didn't know I was up next
Now I'm out here working and grinding getting all of the checks
People won't like me because I'm gonna put all of this music over the sex
I don't need no hoes
I know if I blow up they all gonna want to give me a dose
Of their bodies but if I accept but I think that be gross
They gonna beg and plead I think they think nobody will ever know
Relationships the only thing I appose
Because I'm he last one everyone know I got f*cked
I actually always thought that i would propose