3 Exits to Hattiesburg - Abby Normal Lyrics

I'm sorry to let you down but I just can't go on like this anymore
I hate to break your heart but I can't hold mine together or find a cure
I'm proud of the things we made and the times we had and I hope that they'll survive
In my memories and on the screen
We were larger than life
So from the smoke and from the ash
I can't piece together everything we had
And all the times we stayed up late
I never believed that I could hate
This has been on my mind for way too long and there's nothing that you could change
I promise it's not your fault it's all on me and I'll take all the blame
I look at the friends I've made and all I'll lose and I'm filled with regret
But the screams of rage and the cries of pain are too much to forget
So from the smoke and from the ash
I can't piece together everything we had
And all the times we stayed up late
I never believed that I could hate
But I do and I wish that I could change
Cause it's been killing me and I haven't slept in days
I hate myself cause of the way that I hate you
This would be easier if you'd just hate me too
So from the smoke and from the ash
I can't piece together everything we had
And everything that I regret
I truly hope I don't forget