440morningstar - Fallen Angel Lyrics

Uhh
Oh no
Hmm
I don't know what I'd say
I don't know what I'd say

Yeah, leave me alone
I'm in my zone
Live through the music I found a new home
I'm all in my mind now
Hell of a time now
Reaching inside now
Pull out the hate and the pain and the lies now
I feel distant yet still in the middle of trouble
I don't know if I need a high or a cuddle
So I get a shovel to bury my sorrow
But it's gonna come back tomorrow
Give me a break, uh
All of this anger and pain is insane, yeah
Get out of my brain, uh
Need a new way I can deal with this hurting
I need a new way I can live without burdens
That I do not need
Like the fact that I hate the way
That I be walking and talking and breathing
Cause everything I do annoying to me
And I hate that I'm sensitive
I'm just resenting shit
Melodramatic and digging for compliments
This is the type of shit that I been told
And I cannot help that it damaged my soul
Once was a child so wild and free
Innocent wishing that I could grow up
And I'm still a child but I'm 17
Still innocent wishing I didn't give up
I'm coming in clutch
I'm finding a way I can deal
By writing down notes bout the way that I feel
And giving 'em syllables it helps me heal
Unkillable flows I'm just making 'em real
All by myself
I feel the pain
But it isn't enough
To make me insane
It's going away
Slowly and surely
But it's been a game to my demons
They playing away
And they playing for keeps
My soul to take
Will I be free?
Never can say
But maybe one day I'll be strong and I'll win it
I know I won't sleep till I know I can win it
My demons diminished
And finished and gone from my system, but yet

I don't know what I'd say
If it wasn't for this pain
It doesn't make me whole
No it just makes me cold
I don't know what I'd say
I don't know what I'd say
I don't know
I don't
I don't know
Uh