440morningstar - For This Lyrics

If it wasn't for this
Don't know what I would do
Don't know how I'd get through
If it wasn't for this I'd be lost all inside
Don't think I'd be alive, yeah
If it wasn't for this wouldn't be sane it's true
I don't know what I would do, yeah
And if it wasn't for this I'd be wasting my time
Don't think thoughts I just vibe, yeah

I been low, yeah
Feeling so unsure, I
Don't know what's right or wrong so I just write the flows, yeah
In my room, trapped inside my mind
I'm imprisoned in my thoughts just want to get off of this ride, yeah
I'm repeating myself
Cuz I'm lost in my mind
It's becoming a rhythm
It play back and forth
And it turn off and on
I been looking and searching
For something a curtain
Even I could pull back
I'm hurting believing
That I might just know that
I can't be a failure
I can't be a secret
I can't let the fact that I'm insecure pull me away
And then lead me astray
Cause I know when I make songs
I'm inside of my domain but the wait long
Gotta get it all right gotta stay strong
And I know that it's in sight keep my arm strong
No I'll never kneel for this shit
Won't quit
That's a sign I might dip
So sick
On my page
No delay
What they really gonna say
I been grinding for a minute
I don't for them to feel it
This is therapy I spill it
So it's all for me
Its selfish how I use the beat
But that's all up to me
So scared feeling 1 foot 3
I been working towards a spot
They won't steal my seat
You can feel a lot
But don't feel for me
Cause this pain inside
Yeah it sits and waits till you're not ready to ride
Till you're ready to die
So you gotta be strong
If you feel like me
Gotta know you belong

If it wasn't for this
Don't know what I would do
Don't know how I'd get through
If it wasn't for this I'd be lost all inside
Don't think I'd be alive, yeah
If it wasn't for this wouldn't be sane it's true
I don't know what I would do, yeah
And if it wasn't for this I'd be wasting my time
Don't think thoughts I just vibe, yeah
If it wasn't for this
Don't know what I would do
Don't know how I'd get through
If it wasn't for this I'd be lost all inside
Don't think I'd be alive, yeah
If it wasn't for this wouldn't be sane it's true
I don't know what I would do, yeah
And if it wasn't for this I'd be wasting my time
Don't think thoughts I just vibe, yeah
If it wasn't for this
Don't know what I would do
Don't know how I'd get through
If it wasn't for this I'd be lost all inside
Don't think I'd be alive, yeah
If it wasn't for this wouldn't be sane it's true
I don't know what I would do, yeah
And if it wasn't for this I'd be wasting my time
Don't think thoughts I just vibe, yeah