440morningstar - Mirror Lyrics

Man I feel like I never left
In this bitch with a halo feeling heaven sent
And even angels gotta battle for they mental health
But Goddamn man the pain is irrelevant
That's what they keep telling me
But I know it's a fallacy
Every single demon in my body tryna battle me
And motherf*cker I been ready for catastrophe
I been buckled in ready
I'mma make a masterpiece
Yeah
I fall down rise up
Knowing times stuck
But the clock is ticking
Gotta grind 'fore the times up
Heard a lot of bickering saying I suck
Guess what
I never cared, never will
On a straight path going up to climb this f*cking hill
But it's steeper than a hill
Not a mountain
But it might as well be
Yeah goddamn I'm feeling healthy
All these motherf*ckers underestimated me I'm deadly
This is level two
All the haters bout to move
Coming out the zoo
I ain't Curry but the pains taboo
So I hid it all away
All away from all yall face
So I masked away my pain
And I masked away the hate
Bad days
Not for me anymore
Want to bleed so I cut up a track
Two stacks double back
Four stacks and I'm faded gonna crash
So I put it all aside and I just vibe for the ride
Today is such a good day
Would they, wanna be a fan of me
Who could say
Only thing that I can do is work a little harder
And then work a little smarter
Like DuBois f*cking said we just gotta be smarter
Now I'm with the boys, never land
Cause we always feeling grand
Sipping drink in the hand
Spilled a little on the plans
I was writing so I'd take over the world
But now I gotta wait a little longer
I'm just chilling with my girl
All the bullshit aside she my world
This a helluva ride I'm gonna hurl
Man I gotta a grip
Cuz my life has been a trip
And its burning through my eyes
Like an acid laced hit
My life been a f*cking roller coaster
My skins getting hot gotta put away the toaster
Never doing that put it back in the holster
That was close, yeah
Where the rope, yeah
Put that shit away I got a glimpse, a new hope
I wanna be a star but I'm battling a war inside my head
I'm thinking maybe I would be a star
If Fallen Angel wasn't way too boring and dead
Got mistakes yeah I know
But I'm learning from that
Used to hate being alone
But then I got into this bag
Started finding who I was, my identity
And found serenity
So now what, now I'm looking in the mirror
Thought I had me figured out
But now the mirror isnt clear

Nah
Now the mirror isn't clear
Now the mirror isn't clear
Uh
I can't see me from here
I can't see me from here
Nah
Who is that
Who is that I don't know
I don't know
Nah
Now the mirror isn't clear