440morningstar - Nightmare Lyrics

Yeah, as I wake I feel it creeping
I'm awake up but I'm still dreaming
Feeling better when asleep but I admit
It always gets like this
As good as it gets always comes back to this
So sick
Mental state doing flips
I'm in a box with my demons
Playin tricks
Everyday, and now they asking for my soul
I feel it leave once a day
What's it mean, yeah
Said what's it mean?
Everyday I'm asking myself what's it mean?
I must be broken
Always feeling like it I'm so hopeless
Why I always gotta be so scared feels like I'm choking
I ain't faking this is real to me
I don't pretend to be depressed just for the songs and for the vibe
This ain't a f*cking joke I really wouldn't fake it and wouldn't lie
Cause honestly this shit sometimes it makes me wanna die
I'm rapping bout the tears, that's a flow
Gotta row through the stream full of hate what's it take
Kinda late to therapy that's my mistake but
Trying not to give in
Don't want blood to start spilling
So I write it as a story and then I tell it to the microphone
The one who listens always knowing just what I be on
F*ck, lights on
Where the night go?
Everyday so dark
So I gotta fight tho
Asking what do I know
Honestly I never really knew a thing
But all that I know is that I'm searching for a way
So I can deal with all the pain yeah

I wake up from a dream
Just to live a nightmare
I'd rather live that dream
I just want that life back
I wake up from a dream
Just to live a nightmare
This life ain't what it seems
Need therapy it might help
I wake up from a dream
Just to live a nightmare
I'd rather live that dream
I just want that life back
I wake up from a dream
Just to live a nightmare
This life ain't what it seems
Need therapy it might help