440morningstar - Runnin' Hell Lyrics

It's like I'm running Hell yeah
Oh well
Got demons sitting both shoulders
Living in a cell
I been running Hell
No one else in here is well
Yet somehow I'm alive
Even though my good side died
I been running Hell
Once an angel but I fell
My demons are my friends now
I guess my mission failed
Shit I been running Hell
Light the torch and ring the bell
The Morningstar has risen
Now I know I will prevail

Yeah, nothing is good enough
Always want more
Get a check and I run it up
Can't put me in check
You aim for my neck
Tryna leave me a mess
No you shouldn't have
Always on top of my game
Never feeling the same
Till they all know my name
And I'm deep in the fame
Let me do me I'm not changing
Know that I'm aiming
Crown I am claiming
Bitch I'm surrounded by demons and devils
I finished the game but I'm on a new level
I grab up the shovel
And bury my mind in the rubble
I don't need a double
Let me evolve, tricked y'all, I saw
Deep in my mind but it's dark like maw
No one asked me but I heard a new call
Voices inside telling me that I'm wrong
"Where are you going?"
"What are you doing?"
"You can't control me"
"Why did you do it?"
Yall need to shut up I'm trying to live right
But I just can't cuz you're clogging my windpipe
Making me say things I don't wanna say
Making me think things I don't wanna think
Maybe I need to just sit down and think
But it's hard cause

I been running Hell yeah
Oh well
Got demons sitting both shoulders
Living in a cell
I been running Hell
No one else in here is well
Yet somehow I'm alive
Even though my good side died
I been running Hell
Once an angel but I fell
My demons are my friends now
I guess my mission failed
Shit I been running Hell
Light the torch and ring the bell
The Morningstar has risen
Now I know I will prevail

I got accustomed
I used to be scared
But this life is so crushing
My mind was so whole as a kid but it faded to black
Now it's so faded it's all shattered glass
Is this what I get now for turning my back?
I used to believe in a God
But right now it's still hard to believe I'm alive
My god a facade he abandoned me, yeah
Or maybe I left him
Hard to tell if I respect him
So why am I still asking for blessings
Selfish confessions
Grandma a pastor
How can I tell her God ghosted me
Let's call him Casper
This a disaster
Everyday waking up happily after
That was a dream that long faded away
Now I'm just hiding through all of my days
Hoping that I'll be okay