Victimize Video (MV)

I love what you say
I don't bruise so it's ok
I love what you do
Although you leave me confused
I love what you say
Though you hurt me yesterday
I love what you do
Victims leave, what do I choose?

Swear there's another way
I swear that she'll be different
Maybe another day
Ignore what my soul would say
I've developed a problem
Like, should I go home today?
Why am I worried you'll leave me?
Why do I make this so easy?
Just tell me you need me
Please tell me you need me
I cannot go any further like I am now
How can I change if I'm slowing down?
I try to stop but you blow right past
Ive been left on my ass
Don't you dare say my name
You hurt but I'm feeling pain
I'll stab myself in the eye
On god I won't live this lie
All this time and I feel the shame
Ain't do shit but I'll take the blame
Working hard while you playing games
Off and on but you still the same
You killed the snakes and the seeds of doubt
In my mind but I didn't know
That the venom stayed and those trees would grow
You said you'd heal me but I don't know

Yeah, I got something to do
Yeah, you got something to do
Why do you say that there's something then flip on your word like there's something to prove?
I do not know this
Flower like lotus
Where did I?
I cannot go this
Any longer so let's roll it and smoke it and go
I got to go from this mental state
Odd in the ways that you contemplate
Stuck on your island for many days
Hurting myself, so I sailed away
In spite of my love
Spite of the rub
Spite of the ways of the witness
You fit like a glove
Or rather knife
Once and again I

I love what you say
I don't bruise so it's ok
I love what you do
Although you leave me confused
I love what you say
Though you hurt me yesterday
I love what you do
Victims leave, what do I choose?