Emotional Exhaust Video (MV)

I've grown tired don't want this love anymore
I've grown tired don't want my friends anymore
I've grown tired can barely speak anymore
I can't describe the things | feel anymore
I've grown tired just almost fell to the floor
Some energy I'm praying for more
Say you love me no love just adoring
I'm tired drained out emotionally

See me happy and smiling flash all fake
Distracted from my own mind I escape
Music use of my time no watch face
Ask me I don't know why confused face
Chest feels like I'm being sat on
The weight of everything
I've brought onto myself not knowing how to deal with it
Wake up every morning prepare for battle
Not against anyone this ones me and myself
A daily battle indeed repairing damage dealt
Hold me back in a crash like a car seatbelt
Thinking looking back when greater dealings felt

I've grown tired don't want this love anymore
I've grown tired don't want my friends anymore
I've grown tired can barely speak anymore
I can't describe the things I feel anymore

I got nowhere to go
All them bad thoughts like superglue man they have a strong hold
Emotionally deteriorating tryna do what I was told
All the stress from school and home make me mentally erode
I was so alone to the point where my family didn't know
Butchered pyromaniac this fake love getting old
Even though it was burnt up heart now still growing cold
At least one good thing by her I never felt controlled
Used to wish was still mine that was a couple months ago
So many scars since then I haven't cut anymore
I'm okay on the outside hurting inside my core
Keep mine tucked away feelings you can't explore
Confide if you stay true I'll reveal the door
Opened my feelings galore
I'd give you my all for sure
With hope you won't leave me sore

I've grown tired just almost fell to the floor
Some energy I'm praying for more
Say you love me no love just adoring
I'm tired drained out emotionally
I've Grown tired don't want this love anymore
I've grown tired don't want my friends anymore
I've grown tired can barely speak anymore
I can't describe the things | feel anymore