Ablaze My Sorrow - Paradies Lyrics

[Music: M.Carlsson / Ablaze My Sorrow]
[Lyrics: K.Lonnsjo]

Gazing up to the blackened sky
Makes part of me slowly die
Among a clouds I can see a dove
The messenger of love

Follow it, they said, to paradise
Afterwards I hate them and their lies
It was the beginning of my demise

I've been in Paradise, don't want to go back
It makes my feeling go numb and black
I couldn't find the desire of my heart
It was far away and slowly breaking apart

Hypocrisy and lies
There is no f*cking paradise
Looking for the love of my life
It isn't in your f*cking Paradise

I'm grasping for air, so thick I can't breathe
Inhale, exhale, asphyxiate
Among a clouds I can see a dove
The messenger of love