Pittsburgh
I've been searching for an exit, but I'm lost inside my head;
Where I spend every waking moment wishing I was dead.
For a few minutes get me away from here,
For a few minutes wipe away my tears.
For I am lost right now as the ocean deep;
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
Yeah I am lost right now as the ocean deep;
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs,
And I can't take another step,
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire in my skin
And I'm drowning from within -
I can't take another breath,
Please tell me I am not undone.
I've been searching for an exit but I'm lost inside my head;
Where I spend every waking moment wishing this would end.
I can't take another step, I cannot live inside my mind,
I can't face another day, I am so f*cking tired.
For I am lost right now as the ocean deep,
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
Yeah I am lost right now as the ocean deep,
I am low my friend and how my heart does sink.
It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs
And I can't take another step -
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire in my skin
And I'm drowning from within.
I can't take another breath -
Please tell me I am not undone.
I've been searching for an exit but I'm lost inside my head;
Where I spend every waking moment, wishing I was dead.
I'll take another step for you -
I'll shed my tears until I drown, or until I am underground.
I'll take another breath for you...
Will you still be there when I'm home, out from the great unknown?
It's like there's cancer in my blood,
It's like there's water in my lungs,
And I can't take another step -
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire in my skin
And I'm drowning from within.
I can't take another breath -
Please tell me I am not undone.
Lost & Fading
So young, heartbroken, daydreaming, lost focus.
Weaker than you've ever been,
Counting on a fading dream.
The ocean gleaming emerald green,
The saddest thing you've ever seen.
Your feet stuck in the sinking sand,
Your mind is reeling,shaky hands.
Tears are streaming, sorrow calls,
With no one there to break your fall.
I'm lost and fading, life ain't great.
My heart is breaking and life won't wait.
There's no one there, no one around,
There's not a soul and not a sound.
So f*cking young, heartbroken, daydreaming, lost focus.
A weary soul, no truth to find,
They were so lost where was your goodbye?
Your feet stuck in the sinking sand,
Your mind is reeling, shaky hands.
Tears are streaming, sorrow calls,
With no one there to break your fall.
I'm lost and fading, life ain't great.
My heart is breaking and life won't wait.
There's no one there, no one around,
There's not a soul and not a sound.
You've searched your soul for far too long,
Your friend was lost, you carry on.
You bear the burden of sorrow's past,
But you were built, you were built to f*cking last.
You were built to last.
I'm fading fast, out in the cold unknown,
All sorrow here, so far from home.
So far from home.
I'm lost and fading, life ain't great.
My heart is breaking and life won't wait.
There's no one there, no one around,
There's not a soul and not a sound.
No one around and not a sound.
Don't Lean On Me
Let the ocean take me...
You've gotta know kid that it ain't easy.
To take on all of your grieving, yeah you gotta believe me.
Well don't lean on me 'cause I am falling, please don't fall with me.
I really need you here, yeah I need you so don't leave.
And don't count on me 'cause I am drowning, please don't drown with me.
Just hold me in your heart, let the ocean take me.
And you think I don't read every message that you send?
You think I turn a blind eye, you think I'm just like them?
It breaks my heart, all these stories, brings me to tears all this grief;
and I feel so f*cking helpless when I can't be your relief.
Well don't lean on me 'cause I am falling, please don't fall with me.
I really need you here, yeah I need you so don't leave.
And don't count on me 'cause I am drowning, please don't drown with me.
Just hold me in your heart, let the ocean take me.
There is hope in my eyes, there is hope in these words.
And there are far too many reasons for you to stay here on this earth. Stay with me.
Well don't lean on me 'cause I am falling, please don't fall with me.
I really need you here, yeah I need you so don't leave.
And don't count on me 'cause I am drowning,
please don't drown with me.
Just hold me in your heart, let the ocean take me.
Let the ocean take me.
The Weigh Down
Weigh down
Weigh down
On the way down
I've lived the argument
So long so you don't know who I am
They know all the sides of me
That hide behind your
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Though my hands are made of stone
And I break everything I say
They save me from myself
And they say my name
Weighed down on the way down
I need someone to take my hand
It feels like I can't breathe
And I might drown on the way down
I'm sick of all the come downs
Don't tell me that there's nothing wrong
I'm weighed down, weighed down
I fought for chain, fought for you
I'll take your edge, I'll carry on
I've been weighed down for far too long
Though my hands are made of stone
And I break everything I say
They save me from myself
And they say my name
Weighed down on the way down
I need someone to take my hand
It feels like I can't breathe
And I might drown on the way down
I'm sick of all the come downs
Don't tell me that there's nothing wrong
I'm weighed down, weighed down
I won't be weighed down
There's too much resting on this
Never be weighed down
I'll f*cking stand here instead
Way down on the way down
I need someone to take my hand
It feels like I can't breathe
And I might drown on the way down
I'm sick of all the come downs
Don't tell me that there's nothing wrong
I'm weighed down, weighed down
I fought for chain, fought for you
I'll take your edge, I'll carry on
I've been weighed down for far too long
Though my hands are made of stone
And I break everything I say
They save me from myself
And they say my name
Weighed down on the way down
I need someone to take my hand
It feels like I can't breathe
And I might drown on the way down
I'm sick of all the come downs
Don't tell me that there's nothing wrong
I'm weighed down, weighed down
Never Alone
We struggle to our feet
We all yearn to be free
We fight and we're weak
We all come out and greive
This goddamn life is our disease
But we can't always f*cking win
We can always turn the tide
We can all stand up and sing 'never alone'
We fight together, not alone
No matter where our bodies roam
This place is now what we call home
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
Listen, always...
We'll be drowning in our grave
Are we can't stand for ourself
We have to stay afloat
(We struggle to breathe)
With the word that we try to believe
When I lost my home and find my way home
We can always turn the tide
And we get lost and not be blind, never alone
We fight together, not alone
No matter where I might go
(This place is not away from home)
We are never, ever alone
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
We are not lost here together
We are not lost anymore
We'll turn the tide, we'll calm the storm
We are ready for war
[x3]
We are not lost here together
We are not lost anymore
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
Never alone, never apart
We found each other in the dark
Shed our tears and fight our fears
We are one, the lonely hearts
(Hello? Are you there? With me? I'm just trying to get in touch man. I've been so f*cking, so f*cking down lately. Like, I don't know what's happening. I'm just so tired all of time. Trying to sleep. I just, I just lay there quiet. Can't speak cause everyone around me is passed out. My f*cking mind's raging. Oh, hello? I don't even know why I called. I think it, I think it might be time for me to leave. Call it quits. I'm sick of this. It's the same f*cking day, every day. I think I breathe, I can't be sure though. It's all the same now. Drink, drink, drink again. I'm sorry man. I think it, you don't want to heat this. I'm a mess. I'm sorry man. I just don't know who to turn to. No one really hears me, you know? I speak, at least I think I speak, but no one hears me. I'm stepping out. Hello? Hello? I shouldn't have called. (Message deleted.))
Death's Hand
I held death's head this evening
Can't keep my heart from beating
Can't keep my throat from screaming
There has to be another way for me to keep on living
I held death's head this evening
Closed mind and still I'm breathing
Promise I won't leave here
Don't let me die I'm f*cking screaming
Cause I've got more life left to live (got some promises to keep)
To all the hearts that carried me (up from the ocean deep)
I've had to do some searching to understand our reasons
For every selfish feeling (I have the self the same name)
Now my looks are failing
And my heart is fading
My life is taking me
So far away I'm dreaming
For every selfish reason
I've got the part of training
I poured my heart out
Just so you'll believe me
I held death's head this evening
Closed mind and still I'm breathing
Promise I won't leave here
Don't let me die I'm f*cking screaming
Cause I've got more life left to live (got some promises to keep)
To all the hearts that carry me (up from the ocean deep)
I've had to do some searching to understand our reasons
For every selfish feeling (I have the self the same name)
You're the ones that kept me going
I owe you this much
You gave me the strength to say
Hey Death Get F*cked
Now my looks are failing
And my heart is fading
My life is taking me
So far away from breathing
No more, looks are failing
And my heart is fading
My life is taking me
FML
There are parts of me,
That have been lost at sea,
I feel a constant pain, into eternity.
Walk with my head downlow,
Into calamity,
With arms out streched,
Will someone, someone, someone save me?
I am a sinking ship,
I am the anchor's deep,
Sent to the ocean floor,
In an eternal sleep.
My heart is heavy, stone.
My body, brittle bones.
My mind, an endless storm,
Out in the cold unknown.
Cause I've got to find my light again,
My heart is beating fast,
When will this ever end?
Can I find my way back home again?
This road I travel on,
It never seems to end.
I ain't a hollow shell no more,
I'm at the ocean floor, I'm at the ocean floor.
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Oh.
My lungs are screaming out,
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I am a sinking ship,
I am the anchor's deep,
Sent to the ocean floor,
In an eternal sleep.
My heart is heavy, stone.
My body, brittle bones.
My mind, an endless storm.
Out in the cold unknown.
Cause I've got to find my light again,
My heart is beating fast,
When will this ever end?
Can I find my way back home again?
This road I travel on,
It never seems to end.
And once again you get back,
And you rescued me,
And I promised you that,
I promised you that I'd melt.
[x2]
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Oh.
Life is a failing questioning,
And this is thanks to you my friend.
Cause I've got to find my light again,
My heart is beating fast,
When will this ever end?
Can I find my way back home again?
This road I travel on,
It never seems to end.
Cause I've got to find my light again,
My heart is beating fast,
When will this ever end?
Can I find my way back home again?
This road I travel on,
It never seems to end.
My Father's Son
I am my father's son
I am my father's mistakes
I'm easily undone and I'm no stranger to rage
I am no stranger to rage
I am my father's son
I am my father's mistakes
All my life I have been trying to understand myself
It seems like my own reflection is just somebody else
It's taken years to know my father courses through my veins
And though I never knew him, it turns out we're the same
I am no stranger to rage
I am my father's son
I make my father's mistakes
All my life I have been trying to understand myself
It seems like my own reflection is just somebody else
It's taken years to know my father courses through my veins
And though I never knew him, it turns out we're the same
I am no stranger to rage
I made my father's mistakes
Forest Fire
I'm standing by the riverside
Dreaming, oh come save me now
I'm feeling like I can't escape
Screaming, love come pull me out
All this darkness inside me
Well, I'm the creator of this loneliness I feel, I'm the creator
The earth sits inside of me
And there's forest stand to lies
All these bullshit can burn!
It burns like a forest fire
[x2]
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We'll still be there, we're the lucky ones
But when the will
[?] Where rabbits come to run
So still sway with the breeze
But don't fall down to your knees
I'm standing by the riverside
And I'm dreaming, oh come save me now
I'm feeling like I can't escape
And I'm screaming, love come pull me out
We've lived in shadows now
For far too f*cking long
Pull the wool from your eyes
Throw the darkness away
We wont exist on your grounds
For the rest of our days
We'll still be there, we're the lucky ones
But when the will
[?] Where rabbits come to run
So still sway with the breeze
But don't fall down to your knees
I'm standing by the riverside
And I'm dreaming, oh come save me now
I'm feeling like I can't escape
And I'm screaming, love come pull me out
All this darkness inside me
Well, I'm the creator of this loneliness I feel, I'm the creator
The earth sits inside of me
It burns our eyes like a forest fire
Give It All
Just take it all
My heart, my bones
My every word from out my lungs
My every breath and every thought
Take every word I've ever sang
Although I'm glad to help you out
And get your feet back on the ground
Please understand I'm just a man
You understand I'm just a man
And I feel helpless when I stumble
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I used to hope and I'm afraid
That once again I've lost my place
I give it all and when I fall
I get up and give some more
Until there's nothing left of me
Just some bones stacked on the floor
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I give to you, you give to me
And as long as it remains
I will still hold my heavy feet
Because you're all worth every word
And you are all here in my heart
As I awaken just again
You are mine for the
I give it all and when I fall
I get up and give some more
Until there's nothing left of me
Just some bones stacked on the floor
I give it all and when I fall
I get up and give some more
Until there's nothing left of me
Just some bones stacked on the floor
At the end of everything
This is for you, this is for me
You find you'll overcome defeat
Has set the skies alight for me
I give it all and when I fall
I get up and give some more
Until there's nothing left of me
Just some bones stacked on the floor
(I give it all and when I fall
I get up and give some more
Until there's nothing left of me
Just some bones stacked on the floor)
(I give it all and when I fall
I get up and give some more
Until there's nothing left of me
Just some bones stacked on the floor)
(I give it all and when I fall
I get up and give some more
Until there's nothing left of me)