If I live past tonight I'll know I can't do right
It's like this every time the dark minds at it's prime
It's so hard to survive with dilated eyes
From pills needed to climb but now to help me die
Today might be great to go through with the blade
The bridges that I've crossed make me feel so lost
I have to learn how to live in the now
Learn to live in the now
Maybe this time around I'll quiet myself down
So quiet as a mouse running around the house
When the smile turns a frown it's like I up and left town
Like I'm not that around people that have been crowned
There is nothing more that I would adore
The bridges that I've crossed make me feel so lost
I have to learn how to live in the now
Learn to live in the now
The bridges that I've crossed make me feel so lost
I have to learn how to live in the now
Learn to live in the now
This is all just a game that's getting hard to tame
I'll give it all to trade for just a little grace
Before I begin to fade I know I can't be made
I know I can't be changed