Vacation Video (MV)

I don't know how to be
What i wanted to be when i was 5
Sometimes blue eyes, sometimes green

Bike rides
Snow hikes and Christmas lights
Sometimes freezing, sometimes warm
I don't know if i can love that anymore

Cause i got it all
I got it all mistaken
For a meaningful life and a fun family vacation
Like when i used to ride roller coasters (motorcycles) with my dad
When a swimming pool in a hotel was a gift from god

Like love or like a family
I don't know how to be
Maybe i just wanna get married
Maybe i just wanna fall asleep

But at least i know that the world is spinning when we're tangled in the bedsheets
And at least i know that my mom is breathing when we're talking on the phone
At least i know that my house won't burn down down to the ground
Or maybe it will
If I've been in love before, and i'm pretty sure i have
I'm pretty sure that my house can burn down to the ground tomorrow
If I've been in love before and i know that i have
Then i know that my house can burn down to the ground tomorrow