What do I stay stuck in the past for?
I say "I'm doing fine, what'd you ask for?"
I know I shouldn't lie but I can't bear to cause you pain
I say I'm doing better but my thoughts remain the same
What do I stay stuck in the past for?
I say "I'm doing fine, what'd you ask for?"
I let it fall apart and lay among the broken glass
Can't help but wonder how long this is gonna last
I've been on my bedroom floor
Demons knocking at my door
I can't ever seem to sleep at night
I know something in me isn't right
Staring out of my window
Feeling like I've lost control
I need to feel safe again
I need to feel sane again
I wanna pack my bags, hit the road, leave it all in the past
Make new friends, tell me I can't do this, but I don't need your two cents
Your lies, they no longer mean nothing, I'm trusting that you won't be coming back
What the hell do you want from me? I left you behind by the train tracks
This is the end, I'm letting go of the end of my rope
Not gonna spend any more time tryna hold on to hope
Waiting for people to change, everything staying the same
Left all my f*cked up problems on the side of highway when I escaped
I'm not looking back, I've been tricked too many times
Won't be fooled again, this is my last goodbye
I wish you cared, but I know better now
No longer scared, I finally made it out
I've been on my bedroom floor
Demons knocking at my door
I can't ever seem to sleep at night
I know something in me isn't right
Staring out of my window
Feeling like I've lost control
I need to feel safe again
I need to feel sane again
It's funny how things never seem to last
Leaving shit in the past, my foot on the gas
I finally realized that there's nothing left
Looking ahead, asking what's next