I can scare you in a million different ways
I can draw a picture, prove that I'm insane
Doctor, please examine my brain
Tell me what I gotta do to make a change
Cuz lately everything feels the same
I've been staring at these walls all day
Everything's so plain and my energy's drained
Haven't felt sure about a single thing since sixth grade
I've been standing right here, but i may as well be a million miles away
Feeling so detached, like I'm stuck in a state of decay
Everyone knows something seems off
Thousand yard stare and I feel lost
People pass by like ghosts and my awareness slips away
I'm tired of feeling used
And having my time wasted
It's hard to accept the truth
But it's time to face it
I'm done with sleepless nights
Putting up a fight for my soul
I'm done never feeling right
I've paid my dues in full
Keep it together, man, keep it together
I say to myself, but it's something I can't do
The cracks start to show and I fall into pieces at your feet right in front of you
Always give people my all, when I fall
No one's there to catch me when I call
Lose my grip, and I slip, my heart gets ripped, torn apart, and I hit a wall
Always question if I did something wrong
Doubting I can stay strong for this long
Push myself too hard, then I drop my guard, and I end up scarred
Vow to myself I will never love again
Alone in this room is where my time is spent
Sorry I'm complaining, I just need to vent
Hope we can talk again, when? I don't know, hope it's soon though
I'm tired of feeling used
And having my time wasted
It's hard to accept the truth
But it's time to face it
I'm done with sleepless nights
Putting up a fight for my soul
I'm done never feeling right
I've paid my dues in full
It's hard to admit that I need you
I need somebody to care
And I need somebody to care for
Maybe one day I'll get there
It's hard to admit that I need this
I need somebody to care
And I need somebody to care for
Maybe one day I'll be there