(Get Em Brezzoe)
All the shit that I've been through it feels like I walked to hell and back
I can't trust nobody cause them lies they tend to sell me that
Really feel like I'm living in hell
Look around and I ain't even got no help
God I hope you hearing me I know I been sinning
I ain't been here in a while but I know I got blessing pending
They don't know my life they don't know my struggles yea
Had to cut my family off to make it here
I want to talk em sometimes
I swear I want to talk em sometimes
Did some shit in my life that I can't make right
The reason i don't talk to em right now
Granddaddy died that chip on my shoulders
Daddy always behind bars Granola
Stomach on E no money for Kroger's
Reason that I want the bread like toasters
I had a brother thought he was brother
But he told my struggles to the whole class
That's when I was down bad on my ass
Doing everything just to get me some cash
Knew deep down that he was gone hate on me
Bought me a ruger cause they want to play with me
I talk to God cause he the one saving me
I had a bitch said she was gone wait on me
Hurt my heart to see my moma crying
I came so far some nights I ride and cry yea
I don't know why it got to be like this
Try to make it right but my right don't fit
Can't go back to the old me
Cause that's gone be the broke me
All the shit that I've been through it feels like I walked to hell and back
I can't trust nobody cuz them lies they tend to sell me that
Really feel like I'm living in hell
Look around and I ain't even got no help
God I hope you hearing me I know I been sinning
I ain't been here in a while but I know I got blessing pending
They don't know my life they don't know my struggles
Had to cut my family off to make it here
I think about Keilan Logen Preston
Hope they use all my mistakes as a lesson
So much pain come with this shit
I know God still got me on the list
It was hard times I wanted to give it up
Run up a bag just so I can live it up
Landlord calling trying to get rid of us
Rack up the bullshit just like a liter truck
So much hurt in my body make my soul bleed
So much fake shit in the air it make my nose bleed
Say its forever when the shit got tough you want to leave
At peace I'm sipping lean
My heart gone stay on freeze
I lost myself I was f*ckd up bad
Niggas ain't shit see through like glass
I was kicked out told me pack my bags
Better watch out cause it snakes in the grass
Feel like I'm blessed and I'm cursed at the same time
I swear the devil finna make me lose my f*cking mind
All the shit that I've been through it feels like I walked to hell and back
I can't trust nobody cuz them lies they tend to sell me that
Really feel like I'm living in hell
Look around and I ain't even got no help
God I hope you hearing me I know I been sinning
I ain't been here in a while but I know I got blessing pending
They don't know my life they don't know my struggles
Had to cut my family off to make it here