Red Video (MV)

I got no one to depend on if I had to
That's f*cking life, god damn it I had you
Saying I bang fools is just a god damn tool
To convey this pain that corners this bad truth
I'm surrounded by lies, friends in disguise
Shame is all around, I sense a goodbye
Why oh why is everything rather f*cked up than tight?
Time's up, f*ck it, keep posting damn shit online
Depression rapes me, it's going for the f*cking kill
Thrills I never put on the motherf*cking grill
I'm ill, I mean I binge-eat pills
Mever chill and never will, have no will to climb this hill
I see red, I feel blue
I smoke green, I am rude
I beg to live, I hate this shit
I see red, I feel blue
I try to entertain people and fail
I need to f*cking bail, I'm trying to end this tale
Trying to climb up a roof
And reach all those f*cking people with my groove
I see red, and beg for it to end
I put up a tent and camp until I get
What I want and that's that, yeah I brag
Call me a twat, I don't give a damn, you god damn fag
Rap is my life, and my life is just shite
Goodbye, I f*cking tried my pride, it's alright
Rap my lines deprived, shine a light on my fight
My might, my light, my life is all but tight
I say offensive shit, ya, and I get bigger
Slit my f*cking wrist, ya, you're not my nigga
It's my dream to rap, act bad on my tracks
And that's that you fag, shag a bitch on my bed
I see red, I feel blue
I smoke green, I am rude
I beg to live, I hate this shit
I see red, I feel blue
I'm Aceox the wack, get back and attack
Make fat stacks of cash, and that's a damn fact
I rap on my track like I'm on some crack
And shag that bitch dead, yeah bitch I'm so rad, ya
Try to speak in tongues, but I'm not the devil
Evil inside me and I try to f*cking revel
Revel in the good old times when shit was easy
I'm trying to be good but come off as cheesy
What I see doesn't matter, the feel must be better
So I breathe in deep and grab the motherf*cking tether
Ready to climb up this hill just to f*cking gather
Experience to make lyrics feel as lightly as a feather
I'm trapped in my head, that shit ain't rad
That's a f*cking fact, I f*cking act so god damn bad
I'm haunted by feelings peeling off my god damn skin
Skinning me alive in front of my f*cking kin
I see red, I feel blue
I smoke green, I am rude
I beg to live, I hate this shit
I see red, I feel blue