Toss and turn in your sleep
From the shit they keep making up
And you'll keep convincing your silly brain that
This ain't what's got you so f*cked up
Humpty dumpty falling pretty casually
I'm in pieces and the pieces they surround me
This isn't shelter, it's the closest thing to hell
If I could hear over the screaming, I'd probably hear myself
Lately I've been thinking
I should take up heavy drinking
You make my shiny stars stop even twinkling
Cuz I don't have the stomach for it or you
There's puke dripping out my nose and I'm only two
Beers balls deep into this bullshit night
Where nothing makes sense, and I'm still dead inside
Why did I chug that vodka when it got passed
I drank it for for three seconds and in three more I'll be on my ass
Screaming at the walls and everything in between them
This is a whole thing
This is a whole thing
Goodnight nobody
I kinda wanna pretend
I'm out of oxygen
And black out so I'm not conscious
For another f*cking second of this