Acting Like You - For Today Lyrics

For today I did my best and
I didn't mean to be this way
And honestly I hold my breath but
I don't think I can hold myself anymore
Singing songs of forgotten hope
Just to give you an advice
That we're all f*cked up
And one last chance never really came
When all I know is hate and pain
So forgive me for what I've ever done
Cause I just wanted to be your friend
But if you can't trust in me for so long
Forgive me while i regret and choke
I haven't said it all
Do you remember when you run away from me
I stabbed my heart with a f*cking rose
It hurt and my hope just runned away
So forgive me for what I've ever done
Cause I just wanted to be your friend
But if you can't trust in me for so long
Forgive me while i regret and f*cking choke
This may change today?
This will never change
Covered in blood but not alone
Cause I still have to cut my throat
Remember when you don't trust me at all
I guess I could just break my bones
You're so pretty that you barely died
Tell me that this is just a lie
I don't wanna be in here
Not again
Cause I rather die than be your f*cking friend