No matter how it pans out I know I can't lose
I'd say I can't trust you but that shit ain't news
I'm tryna hide my thoughts but you wishing you knew
It's too much going on f*ck a song I'd write a movie
I can't find the words I don't where to start
Look how they made it corny ion even want to make art
I'm tryna steady pace it how I end up living fast
I'm thinking how we lose it cause we started out with a plan
G said adapt I'm doing just that
Swerve ran off w some cash but it's cool we'll fish him out
It's all in due timing gotta be patient to be smart
The only way to play it is to let it play out
How I'm safer when I'm high
Crashed out being sober twice
And she want want me to quit the green
I think color brings life
Looking at me like I'm crazy like I'm playing with mine
Looking at me run I think I'm running outta time
Looking at me run I think I'm running outta time
But that's all I got I'm taking what's mine
Leave the rest to God put some in my hands
Gotta kill my pride
Now I'm getting distant
Hoes getting mad
Moms getting worried
Brothers hold me down
My girl want me to talk but the words in my art
Put the words in my art
I can't make you part of this
My life getting funny but I can't make a smile of this
Hope you take my loving everywhere be proud of this
If you can't stick around I hope you find a better me
Tryna move on I know I ain't hard to miss
Wear my heart on my sleeve you still claim it's hard to see
All this shit is hard for me staying me been hard for me
I just hope they understand I'm tryna make em proud of meee
Tryna make em proud of me
I just hope they understand I'm tryna make em proud of me
I know she just wants to see me but right now it's hard to see