Blueprint Video (MV)

I haven't
Started settling in, still got my shoes on
The reason everything's happened I'm still confused on
I fixed a lot but there's always trauma to chew on
Especially with a heart that don't wanna move on
Tried so hard to love my home where I'm from
But what do you do when you ain't get any love
Cause you ain't perfect enough
Or perfect in their view
I don't keep my mouth shut I've always done what I do
I mean I've always done me
I guess I had 'em confused
Anytime I bag a win I'm still told I'm gon' lose
F*ck that my biggest fear is me becoming like you
Kept good energy around no matter what I been through
I might be driving the beater, they still can't match the demeanor
Rockin' $6 fits, still guarantee that I'm cleaner
I ain't worried 'bout your side, my grass greener and greener
Like the weed that I been smokin' got me feelin' a lil freer
I ain't f*ckin with that hoe shit
Need me a keeper
But she gon' call me after those lies that you feed her
Cause I ain't ever break a promise my words couldn't be clearer
And I promise where I'm taking this you won't ever see her
No you won't ever
Nah
No you won't ever, you won't ever
No you won't ever, you won't ever
No you won't ever, you won't
No matter what gon' happen ima end up in first
Don't matter how long I wait
Loved and hurt more than I want to say
Tried too hard now I just leave it to fate (leave it to)
All I do is grow
I'm still cleaning
Tryna be less anxious, more present right where I'm breathing
Changing up the way I been seein' what I'm perceiving
Really feeling closer to places that I been seeking
Why would I stop making the art that I believe in
Why are you not facin' the shit that you still be fearin'
After everything I've seen it's the music that's never leaving
After everything I've seen it's the music that's never leaving
Do you want me for who I am?
Or need me for what I do?
Been f*cked over too much to not be careful who I choose
How you gonna say you know me?
When you don't even know you?
Like I ain't draw the blueprint of what I'm growing into