Adultsonly - Friday Therapy Lyrics

I ain't hit you back I've been a mess
I been anxious and depressed
I ain't got time to catch my breath
I need to know what to expect
I'ma take it in stride
I ain't slept right in a month nigga
I done forgot what it's like
I been sleeping in the day
I been living in the night
I been drinking all this liquor
I been racking up these lines
People been calling me
But I've been on a decline
I've been on a comedown

Man I swear I lost my mind
I'll tell you that I'm fine but that's a lie
I just wanna live my life
But sometimes I wanna die
I ain't one to cut my wrists
But I wonder what it's like?
Does it take the pain away
Does it mean I'll sleep tonight?
But I just popped a bunch of pills
It's time to turn out the lights
And I just need a bad bitch
To sing me a lullaby
I need me a ride or die
Someone to show me the light
Someone to stay the night
Is that so hard to find

Man these xans don't even help
It's so dark I'm by myself
Fill me up a cup
And let me drink until I drown
Sometimes I'm feeling up
But lately I been down
Coming off these drugs
Please
Don't make a sound
Dear mama
Did I make ya proud
Did I turn out to be the kid you used to dream about?
Alcohol and drugs
I'm bleeding out
But I ain't reaching out
Don't pay attention
I'm busy preaching now
I'm pressed
Pressure in my chest
Dr. Google says I'm dead
Head needs to be addressed
Get me outta bed and get me dressed
I wont find happiness man chasing all these meds.
But maybe peace and harmony
Iives between her legs
Yeah
I been having sex
Don't know who I'm f*cking next
But i ain't never guess the yes
Man she's blowing up my line
Sending texts
But I'd rather be alone
Because I'm stressed
I got so much going on
Man I'm wrecked
I been thinking since I woke up
I need some time to rest
Some time to clear my mine
But I ain't got time to spend
My head is racing like a 911
Light the back
Then we fly heaven
I Ain't got no time for begging
Why you messing with my souls
It's my heart your wrecking
A devil in some denim
I swear that your love is venom
And when I blow your line
And theres no answer
Like my questions
Cut the shit
Let's just cut the tension
Gimme a second
I'm lacking discretion
You busy screaming
I'm just after progession
Yous a lesson dressed as a blessing
A testament to exception
And That's a fact?
So fill my cup
And roll me a blat
While I'm poppin a xan
Let me fly with the clouds
And I'll see you when I'm back
Yeah