What you think bitch I'm
On the brink like everyday and
In a blink I could fall asleep
And leave immediately the
Way I think existential
Always ruin everything with
Nothing real thoughts all concocted
Swallow me plain as day and
I can't breathe oxygen thorny
Chopping my trachea and
I just bleed watching in horror
As all these entities
Surrounding me taking more portions
Pouring over before
Discarding me but all is invisible
All internal so please listen to me
Oh my love I wanna be you
I wanna take your
All control and delete you
Don't matter what you
Want all that matters I need you
I wanna take your
Soul wear your skin and live in you
Don't have to live in this mental hell
Like way before this was a thing
When using music wasn't king
And I would just lay down and dream
The visions were vivid and villainous
Vindicating my very real vengeful wish
Full of venom internalized frivolous
All of me you can take and do anything
'Cause you and me are puzzle
Pieces with no end display
Infinitely leech off each other
Seeking that peaceful day of
Sweet decay maggots mortality
Finality in that
Brief embrace before it restarts
And I'm in awe again screaming
I can't breathe oxygen thorny
Toxins my base make up as
I just bleed watching in horror
As all these entities
Exploiting me taking more portions
Pouring over before
Discarding me this vessel expendable
Replaceable for my love
Oh my love I wanna see you
Back when you burned me
Raw and now you're free to
If only you had a
Heart but you'd never think to
And still I gave it
All when in return was zero
And I would still come see you
Oh my love I wanna be you
I wanna take your
All control and delete you
Don't matter what you
Want all that matters I need you
I wanna take your
Soul wear your skin and live in you
Don't have to live in this mental hell