Aizen - Bells Lyrics

Lately I ain't been feeling myself
I don't even know if you can tell
Gotta mask and I wear it so well
And it really hurts me
When I see you I remember how it felt
Cause I remember
Bells bells bells bells
I don't know how love ends
I don't know where it begins
To many where have you beens
Not enough time well spent
Treated you good
And bought you things
And this is how you payback
I brought you down from where you stayed at
Would've went to war for my lady
Three weeks later then she played me
And I don't even wanna talk about it
I could burst into tears just by thinking about it
To this day I'm still hurt by my first body
I'm on the verge of recovery I almost got it
Lately I ain't been feeling myself
I don't even know if you can tell
Gotta mask and I wear it so well
And it really hurts me
When I see you I remember how it felt
Cause I remember
Bells bells bells bells
I got the letters that you sent
I just read them backwards
You like to play games
You're the mad hatter
The first one I read brought tears to my eyes
And I can't even lie
I don't know what to say
But it don't matter
When you really think about it
And thats why I laugh so hard
When I think about the things she did
Cause I ain't killing shit but music
Giving it my all to do it
I'm not under your spell
I don't want your bells
This is my farewell to things I can't help
So I just gotta try
I'll be damned if I fail
Lately I ain't been feeling myself
I don't even know if you can tell
Gotta mask and I wear it so well
And it really hurts me
When I see you I remember how it felt
Cause I remember
Bells bells bells bells
But I got new bells
New bells
New life
Almost home
New bells
Stay with me